Carolyn. 16.
I love writing, singing and acting. I wish I could dance because I think it's beautiful, but when I do it I loosely resemble an octopus in a baby swing, if you know what I mean. But if you don't, that's cool too cuz neither do I. Oh and I love people, so please be my friend.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
And there it is now; he enters the room.
It guts like a fish to see how he’s grown.
I love this.
(Source: only-by-night)
Oh my gosh guys, look how gross my eye looks. This isn’t the best picture, but basically I have a blister- esque growth on my eye and I can’t close it and it’s so gross. So I talked to my aunt, cuz she also has really bad allergies, and she said she gets them almost every day this time of year. I’m so pleased to hear I will look this attractive many times in my life. What a bright future. I expect I will get many hot dates in this time of year. That is all.
sol
slam to the ground
racking with sobs
falling
and falling
and coming undone.
yank down the blinds;
dodge the sun, for it lies.
it’s constant bright shining must be a disguise;
nothing is radiant all of the time.
Unrequited Lover
A punch in my gut.
A knife in my back.
The words that I said that I couldn’t retract.
When I said it aloud
I made it so real;
The feelings I felt that I couldn’t
unfeel.
Now I bleed through my eyes,
the pain’s sharp as a tack.
I’m in love with a man, but he doesn’t
love back.
determination
they don’t know how far I’ll go
to prove them wrong.
because I am smart.
I am fast.
I am strong.
and I know that I can do anything.
for it’s said you set your own
limits.
and I never got around
to setting any.
The Crewton Baby: I Am Curtain: "Morning" tea with mum
A poem I enjoy by Naners. Have I mentioned she’s my fave?At 5:05 on a Saturday morning I’m sitting on the kitchen floor
While my mother makes me tea.
For the past hour or so I had been crying, I wept, then laughing while she
comforted me.
I had awaken around 2:45
and found my self fantasizing about redeeming my first heartbreak in life.
I…
Anyone Else?
So, I just finished Season 2 of Dance Academy. Omg, guys. That show. It’s so amazing I was sobbing at the end. Like full on sobbing. omg, omg, I can’t even. AHHHHHHH.
Turn out your toes and remember who you are.
sometimes
sometimes I stare
willingly,
at blank walls,
begging them to give me
all the answers.
sometimes I find
happiness
in the failures of
others.
sometimes I hurt the people I love
to bring myself
higher.
and I hate myself for
doing these things,
but I keep on anyway.
spiraling further into the winding tunnel
of self- loathing and
misery.
where I like to remind myself,
I am not a very
good person.
sometimes.
